Saturday, November 15, 2014

Worry

I was staring blankly at the wall when these things suddenly bug out.

What's my main purpose of life? What do I really wanna achieve at the very end? What am I gonna do after I graduate?
My parents are getting old, what do I have in hand now to repay them? Will I ever have the chance to repay them? Their sacrifices, spending, love and care? Am I a good daughter to them? Am I a good sister to my brother? Am I a good student? Am I a good friend?
What kind of future is awaiting me? Will I be able to achieve my dreams? If I manage to achieve my dreams, are those really what matters the most?
Again, what's our main purpose of life?
Who are we pleasing?

...and I can't afford to lay out all the things that are playing on my mind, cos damnnn my computer would crash if I do.

Ok the whole point is, shit's gonna get real realllllly soon and I need to wake up my mind.

#confusedgirl_94